Mar. 24th, 2006

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Made ya look! 

Had a mammogram yesterday. For the uninitiated (which may include some of my male friends), it involves having one's breast flattened between two plates of glass -- making what one health writer (not me, for a change) once described as a "breast sandwich." Not fun. 

But necessary. Because now I've been advised to schedule a biopsy.




The day had been glorious -- finally felt like spring. The sun was setting as I drove home from the doctor's office. Unnerved as I was by the turn of events, I could not help but admire the colors (pink! like the Breast Cancer ribbon!) it cast on the clouds. And when I pulled into the driveway, I was greeted by the sight of my three horses cavorting in the paddock, leaping, bucking, and chasing each other around in play. this was also beautiful to see -- and cheering in another way, as Little Boy, the pony I'd told [profile] darkhorseman I was worried about, was trotting and cantering as merrily as the rest -- so I guess he was just a little stiff from arthritis last week. He seemed perfectly fit last night!

At 4 a.m., I woke up and my blood sugar was low. I treated it with orange juice, and let out a cat. The next thing I know, I'm having the weirdest dream . . . but it wasn't a dream. I'd overslept, and when my alarm went off, didn't turn it off. My husband came into the room and found me unresponsive from very low blood sugar. He almost called an ambulance, but managed to get some more orange juice into me. The weird dream was him trying to do this, and me not really being sure who he was or what was going on. I've only had a "low" like this two other times.... He said I resisted the juice, and even hit him in the face (I have no memory of that). He thinks the mental/emotional stress of the biopsy issue may have triggered the hypoglycemia. That would be odd, since stress usually raises my blood sugar. But I know in theory, stress can lower it also. My mother would go low when she was stressed out.

The good news is that my kid had already left for school, so she didn't have to witness any of this.

I don't know how low my blood sugar actually was, but it must have been really down there, because two hours later, I'm still chilled to the bone. I'm going to chug some more coffee and try to warm up in a shower. 
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I thought I'd be at Girl Scout fair tonight, but when my husband got home, he took one look at me and said he'd take our daughter... I guess I still look pretty awful after this morning's bad low blood sugar. I know I'm tired.... Anyway, this has given me (his offer, not the low blood sugar!) the opportunity to post something I've been thinking of posting in the last few days.

We have a room in the back of our house that is nearly impassable with boxes of STUFF, mostly from the house my late mother lived in for 52 years. One recent addition is a box of papers that the woman I'd hired to clean the place out found after I had already packed "needed" stuff up and shipped to where I live in Massachusetts. She delivered it to my realtor (and family friend), who forgot that she had it., then found it in her basement.  Turns out among the other random things in the box are essays I wrote in high school. 

I'd quite forgotten writing one of them -- and now wonder if it really was about being an Empath but not having the language (or even knowledge of Empathic abilities) to say so! It is certainly an attempt by a very "rational" and "scientific" teenager to explain otherwise unexplainable experiences.

It is also rather funny -- and well-written for a junior in high school, if I may immodestly say so. If nothing else, it might give you a chuckle. I'll hide it under a cut. 


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